To Jeric.

This is for you Jeric. To remind you of all the things I said, and remember them. Please look at this when you're having hard times.


If you move schools the burden will not go away, it'll increase because you're just trying to aviod everything. You have to face things up front. The longer you wait the worse it will be. Don't be like me and ignore/dont talk to her. Cuz you'll feel like everything in the world hates you and your life sucks. It's still kinda like that for me now, but im doing my best to change it.


No one hates you. But everyone will start to hate you if you believe they do and act as if they hate you towards them.


If you truely like her then go for it. If you do something wrong then apologize
But you cant fix it with just an apology
You yourself told me you guys like each other. If you really like her and she likes you, why are you afraid?


It wont be the same if you truely like her. If you truely care for her. If you truely think the best for her.


"I'll stop liking you if you want me to" That line is telling me that she cares about your feelings alot. That, if she's causing you trouble by liking you, she'll stop


you're exactly like me, i don't know what to do but i've decided that i know i truely like her and that i'm going to do my best to win her heart no matter what anyone else says or thinks.
I dont have courage either and im really self-concious. But if its for her, ill do anything.

Don't ever think badly of yourself, it'll make everything worse. I'm in the same position as you and just know that When you're feeling sad and blue just know that I'll always beeee here for you, when everything just makes us go out of our minds, just know, that I will always have the time for you. You say that I am your influence, but just know that you inspire me, now until the end. I know you'll get through the thick and thin, and I know you'll remember when I say you are strong, strong as a soldier, even when weathers tough, you'll always keep it together. You are strong strong as a soldier, I know you'll get through anythinggg. 'Cause you're, strong, strong, strong as soldier. Don't you worry 'bout the obstacles to your happiness, if you let them get to you, you'll end up just like the rest. I know you're better that those people who get in the way, and I know you'll remember when I say. You are strong strong as a soldier.

-Love David De Guzman

(no homo/too lazy to edit or reread, so sorry for errors)

11 / 19 / 09

Whats up? Sorry for not blogging yesterday, I've just been very busy with things and had no time. Shout out to Jeric, he's been having some problems like me and I just want to let him know that I'll always be here for him, and he can always count on me. And thanks to Vanessa for helping me understand and pick the right decision.

-Main-

To her,
I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry. There aren't enough adjectives in this world to express how sorry I am. I know you've been hurting. Just like me. But I know it's my fault, and I'll do anything I can to fix it. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for ignoring you, for avoiding you, for not understanding, and for everything else. I was a real idiot and I know that now. I know that you know my true feelings. And I think I know yours. I'm sorry for not being there. Sorry for making you go through all of this crap because of me. And I know I don't deserve your friendship. But I still want it. I still want to be friends, like we used to be. I wish I could give you back all the time I took. Please, please forgive me. I'll do anything to save this friendship. Because I know that what I did was wrong. I know that I did the wrong things at the wrong time. I know. You know. So I ask again, please forgive me. Please forgive this stupid, retarded, clueless douche bag for all that he's done to you. Please forgive me. I'm sorry.
From,
David De Guzman

"Life is like building a tower. As you go up you need friends and people you love to support you. If you lose one of them, your whole tower could come crashing down. But as you gain more your tower will reach unthinkable heights"
-David De Guzman

Sorry! I forgot my book in my locker ): But i'll write down two next time I blog (: