11 / 17 / 09

First, I want to say thank you again to Vanessa, Jeric and Pamela. Cuz I know I can always talk to them and that they will always be here with me, you guys are the best (:

Lets start with -random-

So... today I found a book. It's called "If you really loved me" by Jason Evert. And I literally 'found' it. The reason i'm writing about this book is because it has alot of things about love and some good quotes, or lines that I really liked. From now on I will give a quote or sentance from the book I find while reading in purple on each of my blog posts (:

"To love someone truely is to rediscover the meaning of life."
-the book, modified by David De Guzman
-Main-

Don't having a meaning in being nice to the one you love. Always be there, not just to try to win their heart, but as a friend. Because you have to be a friend before you can be a "boyfriend". Trust the one that you love. Even though you may see them with others, trust them, trust them to know your feelings and know you're there and you care so much about them. Though you care about that person so much, don't be so self-concious about everything and just let go and be yourself. Love is blind, you'll never know if a person is looking towards you unless they truely tell you. Love is blind, you can never see what's coming and never know when it comes. Don't expect the one you love to come and open up to you. Go to them. If you truely care about that person you will notice if they are feeling down or if there is something bothering them. Remeber, you are priceless and no one can say truthfuly that you aren't. Remember, that confidence is key, and the simpler, the better. Remember always, that friend comes before boyfriend.
-Vanessa, Modified by David De Guzman

I'm lost. Lost in this journey of love. Where the only way to find my way is inside me. Somewhere. Somewhere deep in there. That i just can't seem find. I try not to stress too much, not to worry too much, not to let this affect me too much. But it's so hard not to, because I care about you so much. I want to talk to you more, I want to be with you more, more than any other guy. But I never get the chance to, never get the chance to open myself up to you and let you know how I truely feel. But you don't ever open up to me either, like you do with other guys. I don't know what you're thinking, what you're feeling. I don't know anything. I want to know more. I want to know you. But it may be just too hard. Love is hard. But no one ever said it was going to be easy. Love is painful. But no one said it was going to be painless. Love is beautiful. In every way. But Love my love is lost, And I'm doing anything and everything I can to find it. Find it, before someone else takes it.

"It's not that you can't do it; It's just you think you can't."
-David De Guzman